Taunted

Every time
Someone so as to mention him
My heart really hurts
And the hole that I am struggling to cover up
Gapes open
And the wound surfaces
I long to weep
To scream and shout my frustrations away
But the tears will not shed

Someone told me this morning
She saw me walking with him
Huh?
When?

Oh
I remember now
We had met coincidentally at that time
I did not think someone would see us
And got the wrong impression
All this while

Am I being taunted?
He is right there in front of me.
Yet
He is beyond my reach.