Saturday, April 24, 2010

Self-Torture

Pain, pain,
Go away.
Don't come again another day.

Before day breaks.
I feel an ache creeping into my heart.
I feel a sense of hopelessness.
It's so painful tears come to my eyes.
I weep in despair.
I ask why.
Though I already know the answers.
So what is the point?
Why do I still hang on?
Grabbing onto that filmsy string
When I know it will only break in the end?
Why do I torture myself?
When I have the power to set myself free?

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